hey....
I'm writing my blogs again... well... so much that happen these 2 days... 1. my grandmother side my father passed away.... yup... 2. had a big cat-fight with mom.....
(sigh)...right now i'm with my cousin and my brother.... at Ciber cafe.... well...at was all start in the Saturday evening.... when we receive the call from mom..., it was fatim who answering the phone and suddenly fatim's crying.... (huh..??) i understand fatim... if she suddenly receive a bad news... she will straightly cry.... i knew that for a long time.... at the time we knew the news .... fatim straightaway change her clothes... so does i.... that night we go to dad's house. when we arrive at grand-mom's house, everybody was preparing the food for kenduri.... i thought that grandma's corpse were still there but then my cousin yiyin said that grandma's body already been taken back to Mawau....(what..?? hhhmmmm.... i think i don't have the chance to see her face for the last time....)... (sigh)...well... me and fatim also help the other cousin in order for preparing the food... hhhmm... it such a long day (i mean night)....so much that happen..... at first , fatim and me were wanted to sleep at grandma's bed but dad doesn't allowed us to.... (sial punya jantan... suka hati la bh....) well..., at last me and fatim sleep at his room....
well... next thing in the morning.... fatim wake early... maybe she doesn't get used to sleep in other people bedroom..... hhhmmm.....( let me think...) oh yea... we had shower...,having our breakfast with dad's family together...(awkward...), then we go to grandfather's house and yea... we having a chat with grandpa.... it was a nice chat tough..... there's some chat that i was touch when grandpa said that..:" your grandma's gone.... i don't have anybody to talk now neither to fight with....., it's only been 1 day but i already miss her.... i still can feel her.... in here...." i'm so touch to here that word.... but fatim took it the wrong way... oh god... by the time grandpa said ".... i still can feel her..." , fatim said to me that " .... sara, do you think that grandma's ghost is here ..... in this house...??" fatim ... fatim.... she just don't get it.... then... yiyin came.... and yes... she also join the conversation..... we had so much stories... hehehee..... maybe because we haven't go for such along time....
i guess we have so much stories to talk about.... in noon.... uncle mike and his wife came..... with all these onion and other stuff in the plastic..... at that time I'm sure that it will have plenty of food that will be serve that night....( and it does....)
and there goes the kenduri for day 2.....well.... suppose that, hat day we had to go home but yiyin wants us to stay a little longer and yup.... we did stay for another one day.... that night we stayed... off course the kenduri has started ~ okey... at 10.00pm mom call at yiyin's phone.... yiyin gives her phone to me.... and yes.. i talked to mom....mom ask when we're going to come back home.... i've said that we're going home tomorrow...... and we did....
the next thing in the morning..... as usual we help in the kitchen to prepared all the food ..... well..., to me the food is good.... all fish.... after we finish the kenduri... we just go strait to bed cause too many work... off course..., i sleep with my twins in dad's bedroom.... that night.... we had a games( well.., not really a game...just a talk game...)... hhhmmm.... being with a cousin that you don't really close is kinda fun too...okey... skip the other stories....
finally i went home with my sister.... at first i thought that mom/ anybody will happy to meet us but instead.... suddenly grandma yelled at us (well not yelling but some sort of that...) what kind of greeting your own granddaughter is that..??? yelling..?? ha! i don't think so... grandma (side my mother)... said that : why you guys don't pick up your phone... we've been trying to contact you guys...." then fatim said that we turn off the phone so that the kids would take the phone.... that's why.... but then... grandma just whining.... oh gosh.... what did we do wrong...??
then i said that we want to go to Mawau to see grandmother's(side my father) grave... but we don't go because we scared that mum will mad at us.....then that it....!! i word don't go further as grandma is whining about the phone.... AARRRGGHHHH........ so shit.... then... the big fight has started.....
yesterday.... when mum have arrive, suddenly mum yell( once again...) arrgghh....
here goes the big cat-fight..... that night yesterday i cried non- stop....
hhhhmmm..... i feel bad at my cousin Nadia.... cause the moment she came to our house, the bigger fight that she've seen..... what a week...
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