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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

wednesday...


i tought that class still haven't start but turn out it has started...
huhuhuhuhu......
silly me....

Monday, October 11, 2010

monday... just a registration day...




hey... today is my fith registration to ATI college. yup...
sily me... i though there was class for today but instead it was just for registration and what..?? this registration would want a payment....( i guess that my mom would be bold..) oh yea.. i have seen my result for the final exam.... guess what? i got an A in Japanese, B in even management, B in transport in tourism management, B in heritage tourism.... Weeee...... oh.. thank you god...hhmm what else..?? new intakecomers are here.... blehh... hhhmmmmm.... i guess i'm the seniors now... but still i don't get the chance to bullies any of my juniors...
oh well... maybe i don't have the chance after all...
i guess this sem i would probably busy... i mean really busy...
that's life...

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

2 days.... sad day + cat-fight....

hey....
I'm writing my blogs again... well... so much that happen these 2 days... 1. my grandmother side my father passed away.... yup... 2. had a big cat-fight with mom.....
(sigh)...right now i'm with my cousin  and my brother.... at Ciber cafe....  well...at was all start in the Saturday evening.... when we receive the call from mom..., it was fatim who answering the phone and suddenly fatim's crying.... (huh..??) i understand fatim... if she suddenly receive a bad news... she will straightly cry.... i knew that for a long time.... at the time we knew the news .... fatim straightaway change her clothes... so does i.... that night we go to dad's house. when we arrive at grand-mom's house, everybody was preparing the food for kenduri.... i thought that  grandma's corpse were still there but then my cousin yiyin said that grandma's body already been taken back to Mawau....(what..?? hhhmmmm.... i think i don't have the chance to see her face for the last time....)... (sigh)...well... me and fatim also help the other cousin in order for preparing the food... hhhmm... it such a long day (i mean night)....so much that happen..... at first , fatim and me were wanted to sleep at grandma's bed but dad doesn't allowed us to.... (sial punya jantan... suka hati la bh....) well..., at last me and fatim sleep at his room....
well... next thing in the morning.... fatim wake early... maybe she doesn't get used to sleep in other people bedroom..... hhhmmm.....( let me think...) oh yea... we had shower...,having our breakfast with dad's family together...(awkward...), then we go to grandfather's house and yea... we having a chat with grandpa.... it was a nice chat tough..... there's some chat that i was touch when grandpa said that..:" your grandma's gone.... i don't have anybody to talk now neither to fight with....., it's only been 1 day but i already miss her.... i still can feel her.... in here...." i'm so touch to here that word.... but fatim took it the wrong way... oh god... by the time grandpa said ".... i still can feel her..." , fatim said to me that " .... sara, do you think that grandma's ghost is here ..... in this house...??" fatim ... fatim.... she just don't get it.... then... yiyin came.... and yes... she also join the conversation..... we had so much stories... hehehee..... maybe because we haven't go for such along time....
i guess we have so much stories to talk about.... in noon.... uncle mike and his wife came..... with all these onion and other stuff in the plastic..... at that time I'm sure that it will have plenty of food that will be serve that night....( and it does....)
and there goes the kenduri for day 2.....well.... suppose that, hat day we had to go home but yiyin wants us to stay a little longer and yup.... we did stay for another one day.... that night we stayed... off course the kenduri has started ~ okey... at 10.00pm mom call at yiyin's phone.... yiyin gives her phone to me.... and yes.. i talked to mom....mom ask when we're going to come back home.... i've said that we're going home tomorrow...... and we did....
the next thing in the morning..... as usual we help in the kitchen to prepared all the food ..... well..., to me the food is good.... all fish.... after we finish the kenduri... we just go strait to bed cause too many work... off course..., i sleep with my twins in dad's bedroom.... that night.... we had a games( well.., not really a game...just a talk game...)... hhhmmm.... being with a cousin that you don't really close is kinda fun too...okey... skip the other stories....
finally i went home with my sister.... at first i thought that mom/ anybody will happy to meet us but instead.... suddenly grandma yelled at us (well not yelling but some sort of that...) what kind of greeting your own granddaughter is that..??? yelling..?? ha! i don't think so... grandma (side my mother)... said that : why you guys don't pick up your phone... we've been trying to contact you guys...." then fatim said that we turn off the phone so that the kids would take the phone.... that's why.... but then... grandma just whining.... oh gosh.... what did we do wrong...??
then i said that we want to go to Mawau to see grandmother's(side my father) grave... but we don't go because we scared that mum will mad at us.....then that it....!! i word don't go further as grandma is whining about the phone.... AARRRGGHHHH........ so shit.... then... the big fight has started.....
yesterday.... when mum have arrive, suddenly mum yell( once again...) arrgghh....
here goes the big cat-fight..... that night yesterday i cried non- stop....
hhhhmmm..... i feel bad at my cousin Nadia.... cause the moment she came to our house, the bigger fight that she've seen.....  what a week...   

Friday, October 1, 2010

Friday.... eemmm.... not so cute....

today is Friday and is the last day of exam....  i have exam which is Heritage tourism management and yup...,i think i've done greatly in my exam... finally i don't have to think about my result...( just for this week...)..before me and my twins entering the exam room... we were studying on a bench (near to tall tree) that near to the college, i notice that above the bench, there's a bunch of Dove... i which i don't really pay attention to it at all but actually i should..... there this one Dove... throw her poops  at my book(at the page where i was reading... yuck...!) what...??? eewww... oh god... i do really think that there's jinx that might happen to me.... which is totally suck!! Fatim (my twins) told us that we should get our ass out of that place.... then.., as we're on our way to college.... then..., another fucking jerk(don't want called out his names..., i'm good girl..) that come close to us and he even ask a tips for the exam.....  are you fucking kidding me..?? what are you doing when the lectures is giving the tips.... i bet that you don't pay attention eh....(sigh)...
but, there are few things that i don't really like while i'm on my exam.., this morning my stomach was hurt like hell....!! (what the..? in the middle of exam.... ???!! so not cute..). but the weird things is this not my time of period.... ohh... god...only i know how's the pain...(it was like hell...)
but thing i'd get to finish my essay..... haaa.....
what a relief...

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

japanese.... haaa.....

yahoo... i fell so relief today...
finally i can do my Japanese without worrying so much.... and the exam is Japanese.....
wee..... hahaha.... at first i think the Japanese was hard but turn out it was easy and i think i'd do well....
i just finish my exam a minute ago... and yes, i think i can do it better than last time.
and yes... as usual, i'm in the computer lab now....well, just now miss Akiko just ask us how's my exam.. and i just said it's good....
well...i feel like i'm a Doraemon that winning on a battlefield.....
Weeeee......

Monday, September 27, 2010

TTM exam.... need some Xanax.....

hey.., still having college exam cram....
many to thing about.....
huh....
yup.... now i'm checking the heritage's note...
so much to see....
and yup.... i'm not complaining but (well, i just did..)
now i need some Xanax to calm me....

Friday, September 24, 2010

the law is done...

today i just finished my Tourism Law exam...
yup....
i think it's really hard....
hey...
my lecture is promoting the mud volcano....
and yes..., my lecturer is doing some facial mud.... FROM VOLCANO....
hehehhe.... i feel bless.....