todays friday....

hhmm.. where to start? okey.., today is friday and it still early in the morning... i'm in the computer's lab right now with my twins and Rozie ( a women who take care of this computer lab A.K.A  adopted mom and oh yeah! she's 25....) know what? i'm not really in the good mood because of this one lecturer(the bitch).... just me and my twin where about going to the library but then...,when we about to go in, this lecturer said:
"what? you guys again..?? gosh.... this is boring.... i don't like you guys..."

what? that bitch suddenly point it to us(well ,yeah... off course she did because we are the only student who enter the library)... i don't really know what is her motive.... is she trying to get attention or else....
well.., who cares...!! it's not like she's the one who take care of me... even my twins are in bad mood right know.... well....,bitch...,you've mess up with the wrong person... you'll see... curse you! curse you....!!
god... i need the Voodoo's doll right now....

busy! busy! busy! MUZUKASHI!!!

hey..., it's been 2 week i haven't write my blogs... I've been so busy since i have to re-do my project... all the project is about the even management... as for this week I've learn so many things in Japanese lessons. this time we learn to look the 'Tokei' ,but we have to speak it in Japanese... hehheehehhe.... it was hard at 1st but then, once you learn it,it's easy...!!!

hhhmmmm(what else..???) oh yeah... I've been selected to the public relation in ping pong club(at least i have my own position in my co-curriculum) oh yeah! maybe i'm not going to write my blog for 2 week(again....!!!) because i am sooooo fuckin busy right now...

sooo.... maybe i'll write my blog again after 2 week.....
 later....

today's friday.....ATARASHII NO KOTOBA....!!!

today i write my blog in the ATIC's computer lab(well, i am sit- in one of the cullinary class,which even don't know who there are..)...actually , my class start at 10.45am but (the thing is i don't even know where my class is...) i have to go to computer lab cause i have to do my assignment 1st....

 i have to change this computer's PC first....

hey, i'm back! done changing.... yes..yes... i'm still in the computer lab. last wednesday i learn my Japanese lesson with Ms. Akiko. now we are on lesson 4(which it still in basic..) Actually i still weak on to put the 'tsu' (look on the imge above that have bird on it)   .... but my twins said it was easy..!!  to tell you the truth, my twins is better than me when it comes to Japanese lessons.... i easily get confuse if the 'Tsu' or small....
that all my weakness.... but mostly everything is okey.... but lukily ms. Akiko give me the spirit not to give up..... okay.... i will stop right here..... i have class now... Later..

today 22/07/10 ..... presentation....

Today is the day where our class will be having a presentation.... it's the is finally coming. I hope i didn't make any mistakes during the presentation. to be honest, I'm still scared that i might ruin this presentation.... oh god... help me... please give me the strength.... Uuuummmmm....... my mum said to me this morning that "it's normal to be scared, the thing that matter is you have to show your bravery so that people will not think that you are coward...(hmmm.... maybe that the college's life)


(guess I'm worried too much!!)

 4.24pm.....
hey...., i was wrong...... finally the presentation runs smoothly.... lucky that my presentation was really...., really....,(it's hard to discribed)
.......
what important is my job for TTM already done....

busy month...

hey..,it's been awhile...,i was soo...... damn busy with all this assignment(too many of it)!!! tomorrow is my second presentation on TTM which we have to present a unique place all over the world.... so i choose the Beppu Onsen,which the place was in Kyushu, Japan. I want to present the most popular attraction.... it just that i might scared that miss Ruhaidah wouldn't satisfied  with my presentation.... honestly...., i can't wait to present my assigment but at the same time i am also worried....(sigh)

                                                                   SOS!   SOS!   SOS!

thursday.... yikess...!!!

 

Today is Thursday... which the day that i hate the most.Why? because of those '3 Son of a Bitch'!! ugh...!! okey... okey.. those 3 pig are the seniors who had failed and they are repeating their subjects(but unfortunately,just because the other subject that their taking is full..,so their end-up stuck in my class....,which i never ever like it at all!!) I'm trying to be passion in this Semester(not just me..,but the entire classes..)... just because they are seniors, doesn't mean that they can bully the junior!! that was really unfair..!! hope i can focus on my study this afternoon because those '3 pigs' will sit-in our class. Hope nothing bad happen for today....

 Yay...!!
 now i already know my result in Heritage tourism and you know what? I PASSED!!! I'm so excited bout this one....
 Yoshh...even my marks are much higher than my twins... hehehehe....okey... the afternoon day were about to come.... time to face to 3 pig... !!!

Gambaremasho!!!

Hey blogs..., today i only got 2 subject (which is Nihon-go and tourism law).... and guess what i already know my mark which my Sense tell us in class today... and you know what..??? i passed the Exam....!!! but my sister's mark are more higher than me... guess i need to work harder for the better marks next time. So, i can consider my self lucky today(since i passed the exam...). oh yeah, as for today, I'd say yes for today...(an Okey day...)...,Today ,when it was an tourism law subject, there this Sir Mike(a foreigner from England,a disciplinary guy who always checking on each class on their uniforms, and yes...,He is tall..) came in to our class.., he just checking our class whether all the student wearing the uniforms properly....that, i don't mind but strangely as for today... he treat me his buns(weird but so true!). Usually he doesn't talk or even  
Previously, he was never friendly with the students.Maybe it was his payday(but it's still early...hmmmm ....(never mind)....fuhhh.... anyway....
under my eyes are always moving ...i don't really mind but when you just ignore it...,then sometime it can distract my focus on doing blogs....


oh yeah!! i almost forgot... this is a sad news... i FLUNK the Event Management subject..... it's my fault for being to TTM ( Tourism Transport)....huhuuuhuu..... :(

I think i wasn't try harder... the Event management was quite hard for me. thank goodness that this is just a Mid-term subject. i think i need to work harder even more on this Subject.... well, Stand up !! this time, try harder than usual...
もっといつもよ り仕事！あなたのベストを尽くす！

today tuesday...

Today... nothing much to tell. i have another 'shiken' as for today and it is Japanese's subject.As i enter the class early,  I was so focus to the exam today cause this is the first time i take the exam...,so, don't want to disappoint my sense...as soon as I went into class..., I, without delay,  continue to read books. then, at 8.30am, the lecturer came and told about the rules of the test paper and then distribute the paper. When i see the questions, it's not that tough but i some of the words in Hiragana...,i don't remember.... which makes me kinda sad but most of the exam went well.... i hope that i passed in Japanese 1 subject. Later i have another class around 1:45pm..... oh yeah..., i was prayed to god today that i was hoping that today.... NO rains.... please... please .... i don't want my shoes to be wet again... okey..., maybe I'll continued tomorrow.... see ya!

monday... rains pours heavily....

oh god.... this is not really a good day... it's raining outside. and i can't even go home.... this morning and the afternoon i have shiken which it was a Event Management and Tourism transportation subject. it was not that hard few question that i don't understand makes me wonder in this moody day... i don't get any chance to write my blog because i'm so busy with all these shiken..... then, what's next?    Rain.... which i don't  like it at all....
last nite i studied till 2am in the morning and when i'm on the exam class, my head start to spinin around... only god knows how's that feel..... i don't want to write too long cause i have to think on how i want to go home without getting wet.... hopefully that the rain will stop.... tommorow i still got shiken....

09/07/10... ugh...!!

Hey, it's been a day since i write my blogs.but you know what? I've got problem and i don't really like it. Yesterday my mom told me and my sister had a fortune sending goods lift engagement(plus, to be the escort) on Saturday, which I really do not like because I have exams next week. I actually already have a plan on that day( want to focus on my studies...), but because of this engagement, I had to cancel my plans. "very angry" ....there's  no one else to? it's not that I'm being so egoism or being selfish  but what about my need?  Mom told me that we have to  help them... huh? our conversations goes like this:


 mum : "honey, i want to ask you something.."
me    : "yes?"
mum : " you guys have plan this Saturday?"
me    : "Why?
mum : " cause uncle Mastan want you guys to be the escort for an engagement.."  
sister : "huh? Escort? who's going to engage ?"
mum : " his son... you guys okey with it?"
me    : " but why us mom? what about his daughter ?"
mum : " his daughter will also participate in the engagement.
            uncle Mastan said that he wants the Twins (that's mean us) to be in front of the engagement..."
sister : " mum,why would us have to be in the spotlight? it's not like we're the one who get engage...(why?)
mum : " i know, but he said he's got a plan...., and you guys have to go...okey..?
me    : " But mum , we haven't decide yet. Can we not go to the engagement?"
mum : " Honey, don't be cruel...Beside, its rude if we don't go to the engagement. Just go okey....( mother     began to mimik Poor face so we agreed.)"
sister : " okey."
me    : " Whatsoever..."


ahhhhhh...... why? why? mum didn't you know that your daughter is having a exam cram??    T-T  .   i  guess that i should obey my mum so that she is happy with it....

 

tomorow is Shikennnn............

tomorrow is shiken....i've haven't read(heritage tourism) anything..... my brain is sooo Damn hurt  right now... that why instead of doing nothing... I've should doing my blogs....
even tough I've said this, but really..,I'm not in the mood to focus on Shiken right now just because of homework.... i only read 1/2 of the book.... now I'm in college's lab(as usual) and waiting for my twins to say : "Sarah , it's time to go home...."
maybe she still need some time to do her homework.... but me...??? gosh... seriously I'm not like my twins(physically and mentally)...hhhmmmm....,why i suddenly compare myself to my own 'flesh' ..?? oh well, guess that i need to focus myself on the exam for tomorrow.... Gambarimashooooo.......

07/07/2010.....

huhuhu.....
i don't know why i feel so not in the mood today....
every people around me seems wrong in my eye...
ugh...right now, I'm so fuckin worried just because i couldn't find Nash.... where is he anyway...??? me and my twins want to meet him so badly because we want to tell him that there is no meeting as for today.... the meeting has been postponed to other day...
huhuhuh.... this is so not good...

this Tuesday....

gosh....
as for today i got story on my so called life...
now i'm in sit-in class with errrr.....i don't even know what batch is this...
Actually, me and my twins is not supposedly enter this class but because i want do with homework so badly, i just enter this class... Beside, kakak Rozie told me that "just sit-in..,just sit-in"... ( SORRY... Crap translation...)
so, because kakak Rozie insist..., i mean.. why not...??
so I've decided to sit-in to this class....
well...,even tough i'm doing my blog right now..., but when i listen to her in her 'skill teaching', she's not that good...
just because she is new, doesn't mean that she can't do her best in teaching...


Oh God...
i can't focus on my blogs...
already forgot on what i want to write on my blogs...
with all of this student..., yikess...
seriously i need some Xanax...

monday...

today is Monday...
i don't know whether i could say that this day is a good or bad...
maybe it was the mid-term is around the corner so i guest that i was thinking too much...
about the Japanese lesson, i only memorize 20% of it...
the hiragana was quite not bad for me as the new learner...
i only memorize 20 word of it...
the Japanese 1 exam will be on the 13 July 2010...
even tough that this is just the oral exam, but i want to try my best on Japanese...
wanna be the best among the best....
oh yeah..!!
almost forgot bout my day...
well...,in the early morning it was a sunny day...
but in the after noon.., raining start to pouring heavily...
I can hear the rain on the windows and the lightning, a lot of gray clouds in the sky....Hhhhmmmmm...., makes me feel kinda moody... T-T
Anyway, tomorrow got Japanese lesson...so, i think i should ask Ms.Akiko for help to improve my Japanese....

exam....

today i got exam and i don't even hit the book yet.... it was so frustrating...
it was Heritage tourism...
i guess i have to memorize it...
and as for today... nothing is fun.., it just a normal day...
now i am doing my blog at the computer lab...
and there a boy and a girl who is kissing and hugging each other...
yuck..!! seriously..?? in the computer lab..??
you must be joking!!! Go find a room...!!
this room is for student...

noon....

hey..,I'm doing my blogs this afternoon cause maybe my time is limit... so i have to be fast... I'm not eating my lunch as for today cause I've got so many things to do(well..,maybe i did.. a little..)
hoping that today its not going to rain... because i forgot to look at the forecast in the newspaper...
Whoops..!! gotta go....!!



hey... back again...
its 3.39pm....
just finish my class.... know what? today my class got inspection by 2 lecture... well yeah... some of my colleague got caught just because they don't wear an appropriate cloths...
after the 2 lecture are gone..., they all complaint to ms. Ruhaidah....
And as for me... its fine...
i think this day is an okey day.. too!
today ms.Ruhaidah give us some quiz(the marks will be into our record)...
its not bad...
haaaaa........ even tough that some of this day has some drama..,but it ends all well.... hope for the better tommorow.....